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11 tags and 1 profile in descriptionAt dusk the largest city in the world becomes most clearly a map of desire. Crowds pouring homeward, following quiet rivers in their concrete channels, pulsing through the subways, clean and bright. 38 million people passing expectantly through the stations of work and sleep. They are all waiting for someone, hoping for something. In between office and pillow, there’s a certain kind of room, and the city too has been waiting—the pubs and markets, fish stalls and manga cafes and everything else without name. It is mostly a male geography. The rules are old and easy to follow. Just beyond the subway are the gambling parlors which flash and bang in endless frenzy. Clouds of cigarette smoke roll out the doorways like thick wet tongues. Beyond these, in the pleasure districts, men in ties stand at the roadside hoping to catch your gaze. Come inside, sir? Excellent selection here. With decks of cards they show you the faces for sale. And beyond these are quiet neighborhoods where last trains drop columns of exhausted red-faced salarymen. And here, finally, is where the old rules run out. Here, among the sleeping temples, coin laundries and lost bicycles wait desires less well-mapped—the dark matter that drives the universe. You will find it in any neighborhood. Pick one. Walk it after dark. On a balcony high above the street a window opens and out reaches a pale thin arm, pulling in laundry. There is the chirp of a pulley, a cat watching on a ledge. Somewhere children are laughing. This is the city of the future. You notice that nothing is ever dropped. —
#tokyo #nihon #nakameguro #shinjuku #asakusa #arakawa #cities #urbanity #desire #ngmtokyo #onassignment With @dguttenfelder
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13 tags and 2 profiles in descriptionPhoto by @dguttenfelder | words by @neilshea13 — The little god is heavy. Divinely dense. Forty men at least sweat and burn beneath the weight as they haul the god in its miniature shrine through the narrow streets of Minowa, a blue collar neighborhood in northeastern Tokyo. Slow progress, thick happy crowds. Halfway down each block the men pause and then begin to rock the shrine back and forth, back and forth, shaking away evil spirits. It isn’t gentle work. Not the slow roll of a baby’s crib but the desperate pitch of a boat in a storm, riding a sea of sunburnt arms and shoulders. With each wave there’s fear of a wreck. This Shinto festival celebrating good fortune and close-knit community comes once in three years, and by evening the men show off bruises, broken skin, strange lumps that swell behind the neck. There’s a word for them: mikoshi-tako. It means something like “shrine callus,” though these are fluid-filled and jiggle like Jell-O, like water balloons. Here is the price of exorcism. But the crowd is grateful and thrilled—chanting along to a rhythm of grunts and shrill whistles. A man with a megaphone shouts Work harder! and the crowd answers with a cheer. All around is the scent of grilled meat and incense, and from ice-packed coolers at the sidewalk plastic cups of booze flow quickly toward the weary shrine-carriers. Go home bruised, not thirsty—it’s a faith St. Patrick would know. Outside his flower shop a man named Kurihara watches the god rock. No other neighborhood shakes their shrine so violently, he says. His face is red with drink, voice coarse with smoke. He tugs back the collar of his cotton robe, pats the lump and says Our god likes it rough. — #tokyo #minowa #nihon #matsuri #shinto #festival #religion #arakawa #cities #urbanity #amaterasu #onassignment #ngmtokyo
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10 tags and 2 profiles in descriptionphoto by @dguttenfelder | words by @neilshea13 — You can go up a little higher. There’s a roof deck above, with room for a helicopter, plenty of sunshine, a breeze to whisper through your hair. But the view won’t change: in all directions this city flows to the horizon, except where its ambition breaks against the sea. Tokyo is the world’s largest city. It’s the largest city the world has ever known. And while you understand this as fact—it’s countable, measurable, easy to get lost in—superlatives never capture beauty. They don’t tell how a thing survives and evolves, where it frays and heals or fails to. So we’re walking across this city. Ward by ward, hood by hood, for an upcoming story in Nat Geo magazine. We’re looking for the knots that draw 38 million stories together into the human epic called Tokyo. Edward Glaeser wrote that cities are proximity, density, the removal of space between businesses and people. Yes, and. Tokyo is the brown-and-white pony we met on the sidewalk this morning, eating a carrot from a cardboard box. It’s legends of samurai and print-makers, alongside the hidden stories of brothel girls whose ashes lie in a temple near the city center. It’s the little monument honoring the souls of fish who become sushi, and it’s the old fishmonger families who work next door. A city is a story we tell ourselves, each day a different version. So we’re walking. Join us for more as we go. — #tokyo #japan #nihon #roppongi #roppongihills #tokyocityview #edo #cities #natgeo #NGMtokyo
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12 tags and 0 profile in descriptionKan’ei-ji temple, Tokyo — Through the lightning and earthquakes, the battles and the fires that followed, some places outlast the worst of us. / More than a decade ago I landed in Japan with a handful of vocab words and no idea what I was in for. First time I’d traveled abroad, first time I’d lived outside my own language. I didn’t know then how much language shapes our perception of reality, or how lost I’d get in the year ahead. Now I’m in Tokyo for a story and old words flood in. Some of them are helpful, practical: Arigato, shinkansen, sumimasen. The rest are odd, like details from a fading dream—inoshishi, higurashi, inari. I guess I was thinking a lot about wild boar, cicadas, and fox-gods. Who knows. Japan does that to you. I’m glad to be back. — #tokyo #nihon #ueno #taito #kanda #kaneiji #tokyonationalmuseum #buddhism #shinto #miyazaki #natgeo #instajapan
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16 tags and 2 profiles in descriptionphotos by @randyolson | words by @neilshea13 — At that time of year the water ran high and from a boat you could spot trails made by gravid females as they hauled themselves up the riverbank to scratch nests in fresh mud. If you were daring or hungry or poor enough, the nests waited like prizes at the tops of those raw slick ruts—caches filled with 40, 50, 60 eggs, each a tiny universe of salt and protein. The best hunters worked in teams. Some of the boys dug into the nest while others watched for mother, who might return at any moment. It was hard to imagine, during those raids, the one-ton potential of the creatures curled inside the eggs—to imagine those baby crocs hatching and growing huge on a diet of dogs and barramundi, haunting the rivers for a century. Easier to just fill a bucket and trade them in at a croc farm for a few bucks. Anyway you’d never see how they turned out—flensed and stretched into belts. You’d never wear the expensive boots made from bellies and tails. Hunger was your outfit, and so you scooped out the eggs and let the cash warm your pocket for a while. The rest of us, having forgotten the ancient nightmare—the one about being eaten alive—watch from safe distance. We stay in the boat, daydreaming of close calls, Crocodile Dundee and animal welfare. Not needing to risk all for an egg, we pay for reminders of how often we ended up lunch. — #australia #topend #northernterritory #outback #bush #outback #adelaideriver #saltwatercrocodile #crocodile #barramundi #rivers #natgeo #photographers #writers #adryseason #watershedstories — Part of a series exploring the small stories that surround and connect us, and how we stumble through them—capturing, missing, and making meaning.
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10 tags and 5 profiles in descriptionMontgomery, Alabama — I have been looking for someone. He was murdered more than 50 years ago—lynched, shot, burned—and so I take what I can get to write his story: Letters, deeds, memories; I’ll take rumors, too, and forgotten details, gaps, dates misremembered and yellow faded newspapers. Even the lies, once worthless, may now after ages have value. For while there is no statue of limitations when it comes to murder, most lies have a shelf-life and these are thin as old onion skins. One of the places I search is the new museum and memorial dedicated, in part, to victims of lynching. The man I seek is not here, but the names of thousands of others appear, cut into 800 monuments beautiful and terrible and not quite wide as a coffin. You should come. Wander, wonder in the heat. Let this place work on you. In America we are each part of the unfinished business. The night before I visited, I heard John Lewis tell how he had been arrested 40 times before his election into Congress and five times after that. I suspect, he said, smiling, that I have yet more arrests ahead. Everyone in the audience laughed and believed him for Lewis is the sort of man who does not stop. “There are forces today in America trying to take us back,” he said, “but we will not go back. We will redeem the soul of America and put an end to racial violence.” There was more than hope in his words—there was the authority of its long and meticulous practice. And later, standing below the steel boxes, I knew I could not look for one murdered man without seeing all the others. — Thanks to @eji_org , @repjohnlewis , and the many others whose hard work and dedication made this memorial possible. — #montgomery #alabama #eji #civilrights #lynching #memorial #monument #unfinished #endmassincarceration #bryanstevenson @lynnnottage @tgerber63 @tator_hmmm
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21 tags and 2 profiles in descriptionphoto by @randyolson | words by @neilshea13 — Listen to locals on Easter Island and they’ll tell you the big statues once walked—loped out of the quarry and over the treeless hills to set themselves up on dark stone pedestals near the shore or plant themselves, backs to the sea, farther inland. It’s a good story and true, but if it does not answer your questions then archaeologists will offer another, one of earthly forces, friction and gravity, ropes and logs. Teams of men and maybe women who tipped, wobbled and pulled nearly 900 moai across the landscape to anchor the sky to earth and the ancestors to their children. This also is a good, true story. So, which will it be? Magic or data, faith or muscle? Both have their attractions. Both deliver you into a world that Europeans glimpsed only for a moment before it vanished. You could choose the middle ground, somewhere between a stroll and a drag, but these days nobody lasts very long in there. Take your time deciding, then. There’s really no wrong answer. In the meantime, I feel compelled to mention that this moai—sunken, surrounded by divers—is fake. Yeah. It’s concrete. Cast onshore and then dumped, not so long ago, into the sea. I’m sorry. I wanted it to be real, too—this figure, alone, walking out beyond the others. It would have been the best story of all. — #chile #easterisland #rapanui #polynesian #moai #captaincook #oceans #science #myth #archaeology #carving #engineering #wildcountry #explorer #scuba #natgeo #photographers #writers #adryseason #watershedstories #remulon — Part of a series exploring the small stories that surround and connect us, and how we stumble through them—capturing, missing, and making meaning.
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16 tags and 2 profiles in descriptionphoto by @randyolson | words by @neilshea13 — Larry said he did it all the time, walked Coco down a path behind the general store to the river and let him play. Nobody paid much mind. Normal to hear them crashing through the water, wrestling, like brothers. The guy who’d owned the store previously kept pit bulls, loud and mean, the neighbors said, awful things, and so Coco was an improvement even if people had never seen such a creature before in the Ozarks. Larry called him a cinnamon bear, though the chest stripe suggested a land far more exotic, and in the mornings you’d find him sitting on the bench swing outside the store, straight-backed, folded paws, just another customer waiting for Larry to open shop. Imagine that—You come over early looking for coffee and find Coco, silent and watchful, like you hadn’t yet come all the way up from a dream. Larry kept him on a chain most of the time and used the stick not for hurting but for guiding. Suggesting. Keeping a little distance. On this day, though, the play turned bad and Coco ended up on top of Larry, pinning him to the bottom of the Little Buffalo, watching his air go. It was a great game—all those bubbles, the little arms flailing, the lousy stick floating downstream. When Coco finally let off, Larry slowly rose and stood there in the water, half-drowned and drooling. Eventually the two dripped back toward shore. There were chores ahead, customers waiting. Day was getting hot. Who knows what had passed between them or where things went from there. — #arkansas #ozarks #littlebuffaloriver #bears #sunbear #bearsofinstagram #rivers #adryseason #watershedstories #new_haiga #wildcountry #backwoods #explorer #natgeo #photographers #writers — Part of a series exploring the small stories that surround and connect us, and how we stumble through them—capturing, missing, and making meaning.
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9 tags and 0 profile in descriptionAngkor Wat, Cambodia — The path is hard and deserted and threads beneath quiet trees for a long time without nearing or touching any of them and in this way it seems to go on forever to nowhere. The monkeys do not use it, the elephants cannot, and whoever made it isn’t here to say. So it’s yours, the path and its meaning. To the right, a moat of dark water thick with carp and catfish. To the left, the temple wall crumbles in slow motion. Pause here till the bugs find you. Listen to the crackle of dry leaves. Heat like a hangover throbbing behind your eye. When I was younger I would have wandered such a path with a shovel, digging for what others had lost. Hoping for coins and arrowheads I’d find square cut nails instead, smashed pottery and blue medicine bottles with pale liquid still inside. Old trash. Junk. The backward path is lined with that stuff, a universe of cold little objects. I never found an arrowhead until I was much older and in another country. It lay in the dirt beside an ancient track like this one and when I reached for it I saw there were dozens more scattered over the ground, as though they’d been waiting there all along. I ran a thumb around the razor edge and put it gently back. By then I knew I wanted the feel over the fact. — #cambodia #siemreap #angkorwat #temple #arrowhead #archeology #shortstory #wander #_intermission_
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17 tags and 0 profile in descriptionAfter a long drive into twilight we finally find the X, the spot, where treasure waits beneath the snow. We circle our snowmobiles, flood the spot with light, and then the men attack with picks and pry bars, chipping away ice and stone, antler, hide, and bone. Four caribou are buried here; Ikey shot them during the summer and, unable to carry the meat away, cached the carcasses for later, for now. It’s a common thing, burying meat. Men do it, wolves too. Some say men learned the trick from wolves back near the beginning, and many of the hunters I meet have a cache of fish or caribou waiting, fermenting, out on the land. The meat in Ikey’s cache, buried for months and somehow spared by wandering bears and wolves, is ice-hard and heavy. Stones cling to the still-red flesh and the rot-scent is powerful, even in frigid wind. We dig, pry, pull. Chop. Curse. Cold sinks into our fingers and the scent melts into our clothing. Slowly we drag up the bodies and heave them onto sleds. Back in camp the meat will be shared among the elders who love its strong raw flavor. Most of the younger men don’t, and there’s nothing back in city life, in the Whole Foods or bodegas, that could prepare me for a taste of months-old muscle. But for the old-timers, men who grew up without much variety, this is comfort food. The meat, like the method, telling of another age. — #arctic #canada #nunavut #kingwilliamisland #gjoahaven #winter #tundra #inuit #natsilik #elders #hunter #caribou #polarbear #cold #lifeatthepoles #southerneyes #comfortfood
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19 tags and 0 profile in descriptionJacob, before tea. Each morning he wakes early and crawls from his sleeping bag and tugs on tall rubber boots. There is a whisper of gas as he starts the stove, a thump from the rising flame. Then a struggle as he works the ice-clotted zipper in the tent’s door. Outside, in darkness, he chips ice from the lake and gathers it into a great soot-blackened kettle, which he carries back and sets on the stove. He sits in silence as it steams, staring into the flame. These are the day’s first rhythms. They reassure us and shape the world to come. I have tried to help, clumsily and slowly, but always Jacob shoos me away like a grandfather who knows his gift is time. He is 75, the oldest man among us and by far the strongest, hunting alone every day but Sunday, church day. He was born in an igloo, in a wilderness so vast that today it remains wilderness, and while he knows a bit of English he prefers using those words to make jokes. So whatever is serious, whatever important, we must learn the Inuit way—in stillness, by watching. This requires an adjustment, a sort of surrender for a guy who works in questions. His adopted son, Marvin, and I sit with our empty mugs and wait for hot water. Ice settles in the kettle. Snow curls like smoke through a gap in the canvas door. Three thousand years of patience fills the shadows around us and Jacob begins telling, in Inukititut, of his dream. He had not wanted to leave it. He was hunting caribou. They were so close. — #arctic #canada #nunavut #kingwilliamisland #gjoahaven #winter #inuit #natsilik #elders #tundra #hunter #fishing #char #caribou #polarbear #cold #dreams #lifeatthepoles #southerneyes
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21 tags and 0 profile in descriptionThe rifles are old and heavy and they kick like an angry child—not the sort of weapon you’d choose for hunting animals, but they’ll do for killing Communists. The Inuit I traveled with were all Canadian Rangers, members of a volunteer unit attached to the national military. They aren’t regular soldiers, more like local militia, and ever since the unit was founded during the early years of the Cold War its members have been given guns and ammunition and told to keep watch over the North. Back then the enemy was Soviet, and the fear, the fantasy, was that the Red Army would roll over the pole and drive toward Ottawa. The Reds never did come—they knew better—and these days the Inuit don’t have much to watch for. But that will change, because the earth is warming and the Arctic is thawing. More ships will soon travel through waters that were once blocked with sea ice, and more nations will look north and wonder about resources. There will be collisions and crashes, oil spills and rescues. Maybe a war over fish. And the Inuit, observing from the shoreline with their ancient British rifles, will see everything first. So, just in case, a little shooting practice. The Inuit throw skins and sleeping bags onto the snow and lie upon them, aiming for old targets that are still printed with pictures of screaming enemy soldiers. These are the only Russians we’ll ever see on the tundra, paper Commies that stand still and tall and shiver a little in the east wind. — #arctic #canada #nunavut #kingwilliamisland #gjoahaven #winter #inuit #natsilik #hunter #fishing #char #caribou #polarbear #cold #tundra #soviet #leeenfield #coldwar #targetpractice #lifeatthepoles #southerneyes
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